Friday, December 17, 2010 @1:53 AM
Hello to the Air!
i really hope is just air.
like a corner of my own.
i ever wondered to myself if you will ever come to visit my blog.
i don't know if you remembered my blog URL.
Maybe you do, and so you read on and continue to laugh at me. Because you ever told me last time you read what i post and you find it funny when im not happy about you. Just a laughing stock to you once before. what about now?
Maybe you don't ever bother to remember that i do have a blog.
I thought that going to genting and KL can let me put all my memories behind me and come back to be a new person when im back, but i can say, no it didn't.
I don't know if you are happy with your life now anot, but i really hope you are happy now.because somehow when i see a post that you are not happy or sad or whatever, i just feel not happy inside me. i don't know why i feel this way. And i know that whether if you are happy or not , right now, its none of my business. But! its so stupid to let go and sometimes thinking that you are not happy (by yr post). Cause i thought leaving me, you will be happier.
Dreams. im having dreams again.
i don't know if this time it will come true anot.
but..i'll just leave it.
alright, this should be enough. let me share about what i have been doing lately.
hmm, i went meditation, accompanying tingyi. Also to get to know about meditation.
I like the activities more than meditation!
Cause She do many cards reading. those really short ones.
some are quite true. haha!
two days back, i went to the meditation for the 2nd time, we had this Aura-soma (its like colours reading, to get to understand more about yrself)
when i chose 2 colours that attracts me and get to know the answers, its very true! the 1st one i forgot what it really talks about but i only remember the 2nd one, which is talking about im a man & woman. i can be both. manly or womanly (dont want to use girly!,sounds so?!?!?) haha!
i dont know how to explain over here. But its interesting! For people who are stress, can go for meditating to calm yourself and yr mind. Not expensive, affortable. Just $15 for 2 hour session. Moreover, the group only like 5 to 6 people the most? But dont anyhow go meditation. heard abt cults and all that. eeeeeeeeeee. scary! so scared now, feel like shitting. haha!
hmm, things isn't going well between me and colleagues. but shall see how it goes.
Very tired already. update again.
Good night! =)
