Wednesday, December 29, 2010 @2:17 AM
At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone or something, that the only next possible step to do is to stop.
Leave them alone.
Walk away.
It’s not like you’re giving up, and it’s not like you shouldn’t try.
It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation.
What is truly yours would eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.
Wednesday, December 22, 2010 @2:17 AM
alright, how do you consider a person as your friend?
what is a friend to you?
do you make friend with them because you have a motive behind it?
how much things can you do for your friend?
god, the world is really scary as time passes by.
where is all the innocent, naive, pure love?
we start to realise that, all this simplest things are the hardest things to get as we grow old.
Soon, it will vanish.
And then, welcome to the reality world!
I wont be like this.
And,
I'm sure i wont do this to my friends.
When you are expose to a new enviroment with different types people.
You starts to change, thinking starts to change, things change, so complicating things start to come.
Why does people always want to make their life so complicating when its not?
All because of Temptations, Greed, one moment of satisfaction....blah blah blah the list goes on.
By allowing all this to come into you, you lose something.
I can still say that i'm the same old me.
I'm easily contented.
And im wiser in choosing my circle of friends.
So many thoughts running through my mind after i came back from msia.
It makes me weak, negative.
Its so tiring.
I only have myself to depend on.
No one to depend on already when im tired or lost.
Today, i really want to thank this person that mean so much to me.
For telling me, whats right and wrong.
For teaching me, so many things, countless.
For letting me realising so many things after you left.
I'm really grateful to have you once before.
Thank you.
PS, by the way let me say something random. just now i saw a guy opposite my block bathing naked. *puke.Goodnight.
Give me some love!
Friday, December 17, 2010 @1:53 AM
Hello to the Air!
i really hope is just air.
like a corner of my own.
i ever wondered to myself if you will ever come to visit my blog.
i don't know if you remembered my blog URL.
Maybe you do, and so you read on and continue to laugh at me. Because you ever told me last time you read what i post and you find it funny when im not happy about you. Just a laughing stock to you once before. what about now?
Maybe you don't ever bother to remember that i do have a blog.
I thought that going to genting and KL can let me put all my memories behind me and come back to be a new person when im back, but i can say, no it didn't.
I don't know if you are happy with your life now anot, but i really hope you are happy now.because somehow when i see a post that you are not happy or sad or whatever, i just feel not happy inside me. i don't know why i feel this way. And i know that whether if you are happy or not , right now, its none of my business. But! its so stupid to let go and sometimes thinking that you are not happy (by yr post). Cause i thought leaving me, you will be happier.
Dreams. im having dreams again.
i don't know if this time it will come true anot.
but..i'll just leave it.
alright, this should be enough. let me share about what i have been doing lately.
hmm, i went meditation, accompanying tingyi. Also to get to know about meditation.
I like the activities more than meditation!
Cause She do many cards reading. those really short ones.
some are quite true. haha!
two days back, i went to the meditation for the 2nd time, we had this Aura-soma (its like colours reading, to get to understand more about yrself)
when i chose 2 colours that attracts me and get to know the answers, its very true! the 1st one i forgot what it really talks about but i only remember the 2nd one, which is talking about im a man & woman. i can be both. manly or womanly (dont want to use girly!,sounds so?!?!?) haha!
i dont know how to explain over here. But its interesting! For people who are stress, can go for meditating to calm yourself and yr mind. Not expensive, affortable. Just $15 for 2 hour session. Moreover, the group only like 5 to 6 people the most? But dont anyhow go meditation. heard abt cults and all that. eeeeeeeeeee. scary! so scared now, feel like shitting. haha!
hmm, things isn't going well between me and colleagues. but shall see how it goes.
Very tired already. update again.
Good night! =)
