Hello everyone!!I'm finally back to update this blog of mine cause it's now 2.14am but i am bored so decided to update.And i just realise that my last blogging is on 20 september!!!i can't believe it manz!Alright,whatever it is I'M BACK NOW!haha.whatever!

Alright,i am now leading a complicating life with no dreams no nothing!!i don't know why.Now all i do is sleep,eat,tv,working,slack!!

Okay,i dropped out of SACSS cause i can't tolerate the school anymore and i went to study at Andrew and Grace's home for my O levels.Actually i don't really know what i am doing at that point of time.Cause after the release of N level results,we are given about 3 days to decide where to go.to leave SACSS to join ITE or work or SHATEC.And i chose to leave SACSS and go for so called pirvate lah!At first i went to AG home for studies every single day but things started to change after some time,cause i notice that they are learning stuff that we are learning when we are in sec 3!!For example,accounts,they are learning at double entry!!OMG!i am not saying they are slow but i just think that they will surely can't finish the syllabus if they are taking they O's this year.I know they are going on a slower pace,i don't mind cause when i was in SAC i don't go for school so i am not familar with some work.So after some time i stopped going to AG home,cause after studying i have to rush to work.Very tiring for me know?So i was thinking ''aiya,since they at those syllabus that i know well then i don't go for some time then after some time then go .''So after ''that'' some time,cindial message me and said that'' ah pa have cancel your name for the O level,do you know that?.''

At that point of time,i am shocked!Cause i have already paid $250 for it,then now ....so i smsed liping and asked if it is true.And she said that i have been absent for a few days without any explanations and she is afraid that she will have to cancel my name if i am still absent for lesson.Luckily i have not buy any books or TYS.PHEW!~but at tt point of time i am also scare cause i don't know how to tell my parents.and i was thinking about joining ITE.i am really very confused at that point of time.

So i went to look at the ITE book that the teachers have given to us on the N level results.i look through all the course and i only found that the course office skills only attracts me!so i was thinking to apply for the course!But now they have come out witha few new courses like F&B ,culinary skills,and aerospace.haha and i am now confused whether to apply for F&B or office skills.F&B seems very interesting to me cause i like working in banquet FOLDING NAPKINS and they teaches that!!haha,but when it comes to MY FUTURE i don't think that will be a good job for me!cause anytime i can go back and work at banquet which also teaches most of what the course teaches.only that i am a part-timer!~and of course some things i don't get to learn at banquet,like menu costing all that stuff.As for office skills,some of my friends said that it is not good cause we learn simple stuff that mostly people know.but i was thinking about the higher nitec ,the courses of accounts and administration and after that if you are good you can go into poly like accountancy and finance ,banking...then MAYBE i can go for a degree.haha think a lot huh?by then i will be like how old?sigh~

I think my path is very hard to walk,i have realised that i have wasted studying for my past 10 years?if i am a smart person in express,by now i'm already at JC 2nd year?then soon university.BUT TOO BADD!!

I have decided not to take O level because i know that i can't pass or maybe i can pass but not with good grades that i cant even enter a course i like.My family isn't rich to let me study pirvate if my O's are bad.i wil just have to go ITE also or maybe a course in poly that i DON'T LIKE!so what's the point?i know i got 8 marks for my N level but what about O level?its totally going to be a bigggggg difference.WASTED I KNOW!i don't like studying,maybe i will be much better if i go to ITE and learn some HANDS ON SKILLS.maybe i will be interested.i don't know what my future will be,all i can do now is one step at a time.

I have heard about my friends results,it's not too bad.but they are much smarter than me,so i can imagine what marks i will get.so no point lah!yes i know i shouldn't compare myself with them,i know that if i really wanted good grades i should studyyyy veryyy harddddddd,but i am that type of person that gives up very easily!!so that is not going to work on me!yup! know myself very well.but i just don't know what i want for my future.no life huh?

Okay whatever!now i should go back to my topic about someone teach me please.
Hmm,winnie's birthday is coming as well as ruijuan and joyce.i know!!PRESENTSS!SORRY NO MONEY NO TALK!hahaha.waiting for my pay day.but still can't use all right?my expense still need to pay.

Alright,i need SOMEONE TO TEACH ME HOW TO COOK MISO SOUP?JANICE MAYBE?cause she always says her mum miso is the best!haha..but the main point is not miso soup lah!! is TAH DAHHHHH ''SEAWEED MISO SOUP WITH SOME CUBES OF TOFU AND GREEN ONIONS'' sound very delicious right?hohoho but i don't know how to cook miso soup!hahah..and i don't know where to buy those japanese seaweeds.i don't want to use those dried seaweed cause i think ''she'' doesn't know how to eat or maybe she wouldn't like it!haha.
OH MY GOD I TELL YOU!''she'' is just soooo mad and unbelievable cause she chat with me on msn and told me yah her birthday is coming,YES I KNOW THAT FRIEND!and she said ''you remember you said you gonna cook me seaweed soup on my birthday?i say YES I KNOW!haha..then you know what?she HOR!!AIYO YOU CANNOT BELIEVE IT MANZ I TELL YOU,INSANE WOMAN,MAD CRAZY LAME WHATEVER YOU CALL HER!!SHE HOR...

COPY AND PASTE THIS AND LET ME READ,.......
"6 MARCH 1987,i know you want seaweed soup lah!when you got anyone you like i will tell that person to cook for you lah.don't worry,i will do my part!! butttt if you don't have then i will sacrifice myself as a friend to cook for you lah..''said by ME last year 2005!!OMGGGGGGGG CAN U IMAGINE ?SHE SAVE THAT PHRASE AND SAVED IT HER PC FOR ABOUT 1 YEAR?

JUST TO SHOW IT AS EVIDENCE!haha
Very funny i tell you,i laughed so long you know?just can't believe t lah,aiya actually she so mad also can imagine lah!!hahhahaha.

but don't worry lah friend!what i really said before if i meant it i will remember it !and of course i will do it!haha..and i told her that that will be her birthday present and she said it is oart of it ONLY..haiyo when its yr turn to choose huh friend?ahaha..

But now she told me that she is attached already..so i was thinking whether if i should tell her LOVER TO cook for her?but i think and think ...i think that i will cook nicer!hahahaha BHB i know!JUST JOKING LAH!CANNOT LAME FOR A WHILE MEH?BUT I THINK THIS IS A GOOD TIME FOR ME TO COOK FOR HER LAH AS A BEST FRIEND AND KEEP MY PROMISE ALSO.HEEHEEZZ..MAYBE SHE REMEMBER ME For the rest of her life that she have such a nice nice good good friend BEFORE!cause we don't know whether if we will contact after we go separate ways! =)

And also,i am thinking of not buying her presents this year cause there is a time i went her house and i saw all the presents i bought for her birthday since sec 1!!!hahaha can't imagine mah?cannot then nevermind..then i say wahhhh friend all my presents from me since sec 1 for your birthdays all on yr desk leh..!!then SO SAD I TELL YOU,she replied me ...''IS IT?'' then i ........haiz...YA LAH!!!!WAH LAO!!very bo xin of her right?HAIYOOOO...SO SADDENING...HAIYOOOOOOOO!!
SOOOO...THIS YEAR NO PRESENTS FROM ME!! maybe only a card?haha with all my beautiful handwriting!hahah lame..and i also decided to make a cheesecake for her!so she will remember that there is once a friend made her a cake!and she will remember it i suppose? BUT THE PROBLEM IS I ALSO DUNNO HOW TO MAKE..buttttt i got the recipe...but i scare it turned out awful...BUT HOR YOU DON'T GO THINK THE CAKE VERY CHEAPO OF ME OKAY!!CAUSE the ingredients not cheap either!but maybe importantly is the SINCERE RIGHT?you better say nice even if not nice...haha =) it contain my sincere and my precious time hor!

anyway,i actually wanted to make her that cake last year 2005 on her birthday.but i was so broke that i don't even have the money to buy the ingredients.so i was thinking about maybe this year..yup!

OKAY A VERYYY LONG ENTRY ALREADY..
AND I SHALL STOP IF NOT IT WILL CONTINUE...HAHA
BET YOUR EYES MUST BE TIRED NOW..
see ya and thanks for reading!
take care and Goodbye!!