LOVE ♥

Tuesday, June 10, 2008 @10:45 PM

sometimes,
i really think that god is watching over me.
feeling the way im always feel.
after months, by just looking at the weather it tells how im feeling.
i won't be able to see god.
i dont know whats god gender is, from what i read is that god has no gender. if i never remember wrongly.

okay, i shall go visit grandma tomorrow.
suddenly thought of her.
shall tell her im baking muffins, gonna give her some.
can this cheer her up? and make her get well soon?
mummy say she got fever again.
im starting to worry eh.

i feel like having a religion.
talking to god seems to be good.
he cant say out your problems, he can be trusted.
he listen to your prayers.
not one, but everyones.
give you the strength to move on when you needed?
i think i need the strength now.
nevermind.
shall find out more bout more religion.

soon everyone is going to be busy with their own things.
really.
so to me, people seems to be leaving me.
wendy left.
joey going NS in july.
raiyan going NS for 6 months next monday!
whos going to talk to me?
everyone is going to be busy after the holidays.
then very fast, im graduating.
then this time, who will stay with me?

friends come and go.
but some leave footprints behind but did not stay.

okay, time for chanting.
fuck fuck fuck fuckkkkkkkkkk...............
fuck off.
Amen.