LOVE ♥

Friday, May 30, 2008 @5:05 PM

im so dead now.
HOW?
i cant do anything now.
so hopeless.
just keeping my mouth shut.
i only can think of you quietly.
and doing things quietly.
if u have your happiness already then i dont know if i should feel happy or not.
maybe i should.
fuck it.
maybe i should just fuck off lah.
dont like to feel this way.
so sour. ~.~

anyway, grandma was admitted to the hospital last night.
she got a serious fever and flu the othe day.
then yesterday, again her feet/leh was swollen like last time again.
if im not wrong, it got to do with the liver/kidney? some parts of the body lah.
my grandpa is a weirdo.
but whatever man.
went grandma house few days back.
she have aged so much! just 3 months?
she slim down so much. no teeth. she wear fake one lah.
then my grandpa also aged alot.
omg. scary eh.
whatever it is, grandma get well soon!

omgomgomgomgomg.
suddenly i feel so sad.
feel like crying.
feeellllll so sad......
hais.
hao xinku.
=(

tag me leh people.