LOVE ♥

Monday, March 24, 2008 @1:53 PM

im sorry.
im sorry to my friends.
to make you worry so much for me.
thanks for everything.
being there for me when i needed accompany.
hopefully, one day i'll be fine.
not hopefully but it will, just that no one know when it will come.
im sorry for myself too.

hoping things will be better but things turn the opposite.
you made me pin up my hope high and trash it.
not once. but a few times.
you are so cruel this time.

you only realise till now.
isn't that a little too long?
i dont know whether you are speaking from your heart or what.

friends. you said this is what we are all along.
FUCK YOU.
though we didnt talk much but all the things you said is already fucking hurting.

All my plans for you have now been thrashed.
i will not use my plan for you to someone else.
it was suppose to be yours but you didnt give me the chance to do it.

how stupid am i?
i still want you back.
i asked you whether if you can not go.
you thought i was asking you not to go home.
wtf.

COME ON ZIHUI!
friends have been trying to knock some senses into you!
but everyone knows who can help her.
me, myself and i.

yesterday was the worst day i ever had.