LOVE ♥

Sunday, March 16, 2008 @12:53 AM

i feel so ____.
i dont know how to describe it.
i am a listener and always be one.
people come and go as they like.
i can predict it.

i wonder if one day, who will be theirs?
who can they turn to?
everyone would say, come to me then.
but will you give the same treatment that the person once gave?
as patience as she is?
actually, everyone can be very patience and listen.
the difference is the feeling.

is not whether its once given and its time to return the favor.
its so hard to find one.
when this person finds you, she really hope you could be the one there for her.
its so heartbreaking when you found out that she cant be the one.

friends friends friends.
you can have many of them, but its hard to find someone to listen to you.
out of so many.

ling, im not refering to you. really. i som-ba!
im thinking and reflecting.

i think im living my life everyday with a mask on.
pretending to be happy,okay with everything even when im not.
this is call what?
yes. running away.
i dont know what im thinking.
dont like to think.
so i just type what im thinking now.
i hate the word kelian.