LOVE ♥

Friday, March 21, 2008 @5:18 AM

byebye wendy!
take care.
dont eat too much when you're there.
i'll miss you but not as much as someone. lols.

dont take me for granted,
i said.
they understand it.

i dont know whats the problem now.
but i have been watching tv about eating disorder.
yesterday, the net isnt working at all so all i can do to watch tv.
watched tyra banks show"addicted to thin"
this girl is thin and wants to be more thin and therefore she took a drug dont know call coacine?
forgot how to spell.
anw, to like help her in losing weight. and she feel good everytime after she go to the toilet after vomiting.
one day, she jus fainted outside her house, she nearly died from that.

today, was on my way to work, saw your message that u dont feel well, wanting to vomit and faint.
im scared. very.
i was so worried and afraid that you might faint anytime.
what if you are like the girl i saw on tv?passed out and nearly died from that.
its just a "what if".

http://www.healthyplace.com/Communities/Eating_Disorders/peacelovehope/laxatives.html

giving an whatever look now?
cant be bothered?

you are not fat.
really.
you once said before,
love me for who i am.
yes, people love you for who you are,
but are you loving yourself?
doing this to your body.

maybe you have stopped taking now, i dont know.
but please dont take it anymore, alright?

yesyes, naggy.
then dont read.
i type what i want here.

its already 7.31am in the friday morning!
and i havent go to sleep.
ITS GOOD FRIDAY!
MAY PEACE BE WITH YOU!
=)

i dont feel ________________.
i doubt i will be able to do that.