Tuesday, January 23, 2007 @8:45 PM
Went to school.
She asked for my MC, but i don't have.
She talk to me again, but i hate it.
I was really sick but don't wanna see doctor.
NAG about it and say next time i am going to the section head.
And said that the section head is now very strict about the 2nd semester.
So i may get de-bared from exams.
She even add on that "if" any of the teachers who want to de-bared me from any exams, she WOULD definately AGREE and ALLOWS it.
what the hell.of course i just nodded my head and said nothing.Why am i always being "so blessed" to get this kind of teachers?Maybe this is how my life suppose to be.I know i shouldnt blame it on her or what.Its all because of what i have done.A habit is always a habit. You cant change it overnight. RIGHT?But what kind of teachers are qualified to a very good teacher?What qualities must she have.At least, i would say that god have really blessed me with 2 good teachers and a counseller.Which is sister jo., miss masura and auntie susan.Although i am a not a bad student but a problematic student who doesnt like coming to school and is a late queen, they still treated me with hope.But i have let miss masura down, i know.They encourage students that have bad results even when they scored 1,2,3 marks more than their previous test.They dont look down on them like WHAT THE" AHEM AHEM" DID.Looking down on them and saying to them straight in their faces DOESNT EVEN HELP ATTTTTT ALLLL.IN FACT!, YOU HAVE GIVEN THE STUDENT NO HOPE AND MADE THEM LOSE CONFIDENT IN THEMSELVES AND MADE THEM LOST THEIR INTEREST IN STUDYING WHEN THEY ARE TRYING THEIR VERY BEST TO DO IT, EVENTHOUGH ITS REALLY REALLY VVEERRYY HARD.I do hated studying, but i believe that if your foundation is good, you will at leat love studying a little.If your foundation is weak, i myself believe that you can try REALLY HARD but you will soon get distracted and lost the confident, determination and motivation in yourself when the results are not what you have expected to have. And also, the surrounding plays a little part too.To be a good teacher, its really hard.Whatever, maybe i shall go be a teacher myself! lols.I dont know why i get so agitated when it comes to talking about teachers and those who treated you really bad.This teacher today, i considered her as a not bad teacher already. Cause everyone has their limits of patience.So, what i can do is to blame it on my habit.Habit follows you all the way till you are really old. unless you are being strike by the thunderstorm and lost your memory then! maybe you will be a better person. lols.what the hell am i talking about. shall stop.ciaos.
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