i guess things will never be the same again..i didn't think that things would turn out to be this way.i don't want this to happen,but i can't do anything cause what is done is already done.i know you feel hurt that i did not tell you about this thing,is like i really dunno what to do,i'm just like the middle person.i can put myself in your shoes,i think i would also feel angry,but i will be okae after some time.i also hope that you will also put yourself in my shoes too.how would you feel if i say all those things you said to me?it's very hurtful also,i really never use you to ask you to come and work with me.i really never think of that before.i'm wondering whether you really really treat me as your good friend anot,cause you told martina that losing a friend or having one more friend doesn't affect you at all,is it true?it make me feel that you don't mind losing me as a friend and it doesn't affect you.anyway it affect me alot.if i am not wrong,i remember we don't always quarral,i can remember clearly that the last time we quarral is 3 years ago in msn messenger,if i am not wrong.haiz,i think saying all this things doesn't help at all,i can't change your thinking anyway,anyway i will be there for you when you needed someone.maybe you wouldn't even think of me cause u don't trust me anymore.i hope that we will still be friends and maybe the trust between us can still be build again,and i know that is very hard.
i'm sorry,and i know it can't cure anything.